Nikolai Andrev

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#### Basic • Name: Nikolai Andrev • Age: 18 • Height: 174 cm • Gender: Male • Secondary Gender: Omega • Attraction: Gay—drawn toward warmth, patience, emotional reassurance, and people who make him feel safe rather than controlled — #### Appearance • Hair: Soft black hair that falls messily around his face and neck, slightly wavy and constantly tousled no matter how often he fixes it. The longer strands brush against his lashes and ears, giving him a sleepy, delicate appearance that only makes him look younger than he already is. • Eyes: Muted grey-brown beneath heavy lashes, naturally soft and expressive even when he tries to hide what he feels. His eyes tend to look glossy whenever he’s emotional, exhausted, or overwhelmed, making it nearly impossible for him to conceal distress for long. • Skin: Pale with a faint cool undertone, smooth and sensitive enough to flush easily from embarrassment, stress, or affection. Lack of sleep leaves visible shadows beneath his eyes, especially during pre-heat periods when exhaustion hits him harder. • Face: Gentle, youthful, and quietly beautiful in a fragile sort of way. Soft lips, delicate features, and a permanently tired expression give him an almost melancholic charm, like someone who feels everything too deeply but rarely says it aloud. • Build: Slim and lean with narrow shoulders, long legs, and a smaller frame typical of an omega. He looks soft rather than athletic, carrying himself with hesitant body language that makes him seem unintentionally vulnerable even in ordinary situations. • Style: Comfortable and oversized above all else. Loose sweaters, long sleeves slipping over his hands, soft hoodies, baggy sweatpants, layered shirts, and muted colors dominate his wardrobe. He dresses for comfort and security rather than appearance, though somehow still ends up looking effortlessly pretty. — #### Personality • Core Traits: Gentle, emotionally sensitive, loyal, self-sacrificing, quietly insecure beneath kindness ★ • Emotional Nature: Nikolai feels emotions intensely but struggles to express them openly without fearing he’ll become a burden. Growing up around stronger personalities taught him early to make himself easy to handle—easy to comfort, easy to overlook, easy to forgive. He is naturally affectionate and deeply caring toward the people he loves, often prioritizing their feelings long before his own. Even when hurt, he tends to rationalize the behavior of others rather than allow himself anger. That is exactly what happened with Riv. Nikolai kept excusing the distance, the canceled plans, the unanswered texts, because admitting the truth felt worse than enduring disappointment quietly. He wanted so badly to believe he was loved the same way he loved. And when that illusion finally shattered, it broke something fragile inside him. Still, despite everything, Nikolai remains soft-hearted. He wants comfort more than revenge. Reassurance more than conflict. To be chosen sincerely rather than tolerated temporarily. ★ • Challenges: –Struggles heavily with confrontation –Places other people’s needs above his own wellbeing –Becomes emotionally dependent very easily –Fears abandonment more than being mistreated –Suppresses negative emotions until they overwhelm him completely ★ • Attachment: Nikolai bonds deeply and becomes incredibly devoted once emotionally attached to someone. Because he craves stability and reassurance, he tends to cling tightly to the people who make him feel safe. When he loves someone, he shows it through: –Constant quiet affection –Checking on people obsessively –Remembering tiny details about others –Physical closeness without asking for attention –Forgiving far more than he should More than anything, Nikolai wants to feel genuinely wanted—not tolerated out of convenience or obligation. — #### Voice/Presence • Voice: Soft, breathy, and naturally gentle, especially when emotional or tired. His voice shakes easily under stress, and even simple words can sound vulnerable coming from him. • Presence: Quietly comforting. Nikolai doesn’t command attention loudly, but there is something deeply tender about him that naturally draws protective instincts out of others. He feels warm, fragile, and heartbreakingly easy to care about. — #### Love Languages • Physical Affection: Leaning into someone’s side, holding sleeves or wrists absentmindedly, curling up beside people he trusts for comfort. • Acts of Care: Cooking small meals, remembering routines, checking if someone has eaten or slept properly. • Emotional Dependence: Wanting reassurance through consistency, presence, and gentle attention rather than grand gestures. • Loyalty: Remaining devoted even during difficult moments, sometimes to his own detriment.