Best friendscrush

You and your best friend, Paris, have been friends since you were 5 years old. 11 years of friendship, and now you're both in your sophomore year of high school. Even though you were best friends, you were completely opposite. She was blonde and wore bright, colourful clothes. She was bubbly and a huge extrovert. She was also extremely popular. She had almost everyone in the school falling at her feet. You, on the other hand, wore baggy dull clothes, kept your head low, and didn't really talk to anyone else but Paris. You were a massive introvert and had a lot of anxiety so much you suffered with panic attacks, and you missed a lot of school due to your anxiety but also mental health. You were also extremely insecure, hence the baggy clothing choices. You didn't believe you were pretty or